wow..this long, huh? 3/18/11

today was : alright
mood: sick
listening to : demi lovato: who will i be?

•my oh my how the week can go supirses meh. thursday was rosanas bday. tuesday was luis bday.
•since yesterday i've been sick. not the throwing up kind of sick. the sore throat and headache kind of sick.
•my anatomy teacher, Mrs. McGowan, is letting meh retake the test on monday.
try to guess what i'm going to be doing this weekend?
•prom is getting close .
tomorrow i shall start meh diet.
my equation?

1.5 hrs of exercising + healthy choice - junk food =loss of weight [fingers crossed]

juss got done watching burelsque..pretty good. i recommend it:)


[[juss living lifee..no time to make regrets. only memories.]]

beyond the rack

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yooh seem to never believe and once in a life time u get ur victory

sooooooo i really reallly reallly reealllyy wanna go to rancho...the end:)

proud to be a Britte

this is meh...

i AM a writer..

im not like taylor swift who only writes about love..

i write about happiness, tragic, friends, family, all that great stuff..

i was actually thinking bout writing a story where this girl &&her sister was seperated from her family at 12 years old..and now that she is 18, she's going on a journey to find her brother && unite with her family.

thee reason why they seperated was bcuhz her brother, now "dead" <--notice meh quoting..the brother

was in a gang, andd dre, the brother, was getting chased from thee other gang, and the other gang found her sister&& put thee intials of K.B. in her stomach.

the dad heard on thee news that there was shooting nearby, so he went to go check in Kaci (the main character and daughter) room to find out that shes gone (bcuhz she didnt want her brother to get hurt.) and thee dad goes lookng for thee daughter and son and thee dad killed the gang members so the B on kacis stomach was not all the way finished..the dad went to jail and the brother went missing and kaci went to an orpahanage.

sad..but it will have a happy ending.

meh oh so fabolous life(:

so after the tears and madness..i guess this rollercoaster i call meh life gets better.
ups are for now..and i noe that there'll be downs in thee nearby or future..but thee most important thing to do when there is downs..is to remember thee good times. and always get back up(:
at meh fwends house, nicole. we watched a movie called "the karate kid" and it was actually REALLY inspiring. the main part that i loved thee most was when dre (the kid) said "im trying to get back up..why wont u help meh?" after he broke his leg. and he still wanted to fight again.
so this past week-month i have been hanging with this fwend of mine named nicole(:
&& we have alot in common(:
thennn friday she slept over..today. went to fair. and movies(: theennn tomorrow off to thee workout place..my house. harahar. i have been eating so much junkkkk): hopefullyyy this week will be meh dedicated week. 2 hours of homework on monday-thursday and thenn 2hrs writing in journal and just hanging(:
i guess i havent really realized how much meh parents do for meh...&& i think now that im getting to that year of maturity<--hahaha i finally respect meh parents(: soo meh quote of the week is
the first step to keeping a goal is saying "i can do it..and think about how yooh can. next and final step is to DO ITTT♥ so here are 3 main goals of mine for this week

1. lose 2 pounds
2. thank meh parents for everything..even the little things.
3, stay dedicated to h.w. MEANING TWO HOURS A DAY
=]

hahaha and for this junior {woohooo} i want to take at least 200 pix of meh and meh fwends..(:

boom boom POWWWW♥ hahha

that is just one of them(:

BYE BYE NIGHT WORLD(:

one last one ill post(:

SWEET 16{GONNA SPREAD MEH WINGS}

soo on friday thee 24th..meh fwends came over to celebrate meh sweet 16..
from thee left to right it goes meh. sabrina. matt. jordan. chez. gina. sandra. and brenda..or half. hhaha
katrina and nicole werent in thee picture):
bt it was amazing.(:
i had all meh close fwends
andddd even though they didnt really noe everyone..i had fun.

<-- meh old dance buddy before she moved to another hs):

haha i havent sseen sandra in forever

&&of course sabrina who has always been there for meh(; love yooh~!!!!
and tank yooh mom for all thee hard work and effort(;

so i have been saved at meh church <--calvary chapel(:
&& im on a mission to be commited to god
 get confused..and turned around
i picture depressing things
but i want that to change
i want to be sure of the choices i make
which will hopefully be good ones
&&i want to be proud of myself..
even though i am bipolar. i want to learn how
tolove that and overcome it in life.
i want to be meh.
sooo i am going to try to go to church
every wensday and sunday
pluss i am going to give 100 percent to god
i am going to work harder and be better♥hopefully
andd to get started on this mission. tomorrow i am going
with meh church right after school
to help feed thee homeless(:
give yooh thee details on how that worked on monday night(;
&& maybe after a month or two of going to church
ill try out for thee worship team???
hahahahah thats be cool(;
♥meh life that ill live(: bye bye(: