Sunday, October 31, 2010

proud to be a Britte

this is meh...

i AM a writer..
im not like taylor swift who only writes about love..
i write about happiness, tragic, friends, family, all that great stuff..

i was actually thinking bout writing a story where this girl &&her sister was seperated from her family at 12 years old..and now that she is 18, she's going on a journey to find her brother && unite with her family.
thee reason why they seperated was bcuhz her brother, now "dead" <--notice meh quoting..the brother
was in a gang, andd dre, the brother, was getting chased from thee other gang, and the other gang found her sister&& put thee intials of K.B. in her stomach.
the dad heard on thee news that there was shooting nearby, so he went to go check in Kaci (the main character and daughter) room to find out that shes gone (bcuhz she didnt want her brother to get hurt.) and thee dad goes lookng for thee daughter and son and thee dad killed the gang members so the B on kacis stomach was not all the way finished..the dad went to jail and the brother went missing and kaci went to an orpahanage.
sad..but it will have a happy ending.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

meh oh so fabolous life(:

so after the tears and madness..i guess this rollercoaster i call meh life gets better.
ups are for now..and i noe that there'll be downs in thee nearby or future..but thee most important thing to do when there is to remember thee good times. and always get back up(:
at meh fwends house, nicole. we watched a movie called "the karate kid" and it was actually REALLY inspiring. the main part that i loved thee most was when dre (the kid) said "im trying to get back up..why wont u help meh?" after he broke his leg. and he still wanted to fight again.
so this past week-month i have been hanging with this fwend of mine named nicole(:
&& we have alot in common(:
thennn friday she slept went to fair. and movies(: theennn tomorrow off to thee workout house. harahar. i have been eating so much junkkkk): hopefullyyy this week will be meh dedicated week. 2 hours of homework on monday-thursday and thenn 2hrs writing in journal and just hanging(:
i guess i havent really realized how much meh parents do for meh...&& i think now that im getting to that year of maturity<--hahaha i finally respect meh parents(: soo meh quote of the week is
the first step to keeping a goal is saying "i can do it..and think about how yooh can. next and final step is to DO ITTT♥ so here are 3 main goals of mine for this week

1. lose 2 pounds
2. thank meh parents for everything..even the little things.
3, stay dedicated to h.w. MEANING TWO HOURS A DAY
hahaha and for this junior {woohooo} i want to take at least 200 pix of meh and meh fwends..(:
boom boom POWWWW♥ hahha
that is just one of them(:

one last one ill post(:

Sunday, September 26, 2010


soo on friday thee 24th..meh fwends came over to celebrate meh sweet 16..
from thee left to right it goes meh. sabrina. matt. jordan. chez. gina. sandra. and brenda..or half. hhaha
katrina and nicole werent in thee picture):
bt it was amazing.(:
i had all meh close fwends
andddd even though they didnt really noe everyone..i had fun.
<-- meh old dance buddy before she moved to another hs):

haha i havent sseen sandra in forever
&&of course sabrina who has always been there for meh(; love yooh~!!!!
and tank yooh mom for all thee hard work and effort(;
so i have been saved at meh church <--calvary chapel(:
&& im on a mission to be commited to god
 get confused..and turned around
i picture depressing things
but i want that to change
i want to be sure of the choices i make
which will hopefully be good ones
&&i want to be proud of myself..
even though i am bipolar. i want to learn how
tolove that and overcome it in life.
i want to be meh.
sooo i am going to try to go to church
every wensday and sunday
pluss i am going to give 100 percent to god
i am going to work harder and be better♥hopefully
andd to get started on this mission. tomorrow i am going
with meh church right after school
to help feed thee homeless(:
give yooh thee details on how that worked on monday night(;
&& maybe after a month or two of going to church
ill try out for thee worship team???
hahahahah thats be cool(;
♥meh life that ill live(: bye bye(:

Tuesday, September 21, 2010 i havent exactly been on here for a while..a month maybe?? anywaysss alot of things has changed in meh life....
&&i noe not everything in life is gonna be easy..most of it will be hard.  ive learned that. but what inspired meh the most to live meh life is this quote i saw on meh fwends facebook profile: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smi...le until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. - Unknown
 ive had a break up...missed meh old bff. kimmy
so why not??? be crazy around ppl yooh dont even noe?? why not fall in love ?? why nott do something crazy?? cuhz the truth of thee matter is...we dont noe wen our lives is gonna end. next week? month? year??  so wouldnt yooh want to die happy and have lots of  great memories???? forshure i do(:
i noe who i am.... and yes..sometimes i do regret it..because of all the things i have missed out why in thee world would i want to miss out on any moree?? {{and no im not gonna change..for not perfect AT ALL. i hate thee cold. i get jealous and mad easily..i cry meh eyes out over stupid things..}} but thats who i am/...and one day. idk wen. imma find someone who'll love meh just for that and more. if i have learned one thing today..or two. it would be 1. live your life til thee end. cuhz u never noe wen that is. and 2. be yourself.and if ppl dont like it. then at least u noe they dont like yooh because of who u r..not because of someone your not.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Well HELLO there(:

this blog: family/life

if it is one thing i have learned from my family, it is that we do love and need each other. sometimes life gets difficult. and it seems to meh sometimes that theres no point in living it if yooh dont got something to live for. && for the first time in.....a while. im taking two steps back to get a full picture of my life so i can paint the rest. i am stressful. mad. and i get hurt easily. but my family puts up with it. thats why i ♥ them. i noe i dont say it and i noe i dont show it sometimes...okkk maybe a lot. but only because i thought you guys were...welllll mean. yooh dont let meh dye my hair certain colors, or get certain piercings, no staying out past 8pm, not going to l.v. with meh fwend. but now i realize something that i thought the complete oppisite of. i thought yooh were trying to complete this perfect image. something i could never be. but now i realize i was looking at the short run in life, and you guys were looking at the long run. piercings and crazy hair colors wont get meh a professional job. staying past 8pm, that wont get meh anywhere if i get kidnapped. my sister..well shes my inspiration. shes becoming an adult. a skinnier one. (; she has always gave meh advice and made me look at things of a different perspection..thats why shes such a great sister(; my daddy. hes tough around thee edges and soft in thee middle. strong to protect meh. so i wont get hurt. so i wont have to face things i dont have to. i wuvv yooh daddy..dont think i forgot bout yooh mom. u r...different from the rest of us. yooh have your moments when yooh get upset or avragated. but most of the time yooh are on my side. yooh try to let meh live meh life, but thee right way. thank yooh fam bam<3

S U M M E R 2010♥

so before i enter another year at PACIFICA highschool♥ as my JUNIOR YEAR♥ i have a wish list to mhm wats that word? over come? i dunno.
1. go to SEAL BEACH
2. go to BUENA PARK MALL and play the arcade andddd buffet♥
3. have a sleep over
4. lose at LEAST 20 pounds before school starts..<-- yooh think i can do it???
5. make a photo album with AT LEAST 100 PHOTOS FROM MEH SUMMER(;

so yea...exciting huh? (cough cough)
well so far i went over to meh fwend shreeya (CANNOT WAIT  UNTIL I GET TO SEE YOOH AGAIN!!!!!) we took pix with our fwends gina. nicole, shreeya, meh, and shreeyas lil sis(:
if i ever figure out how to work this website ill post them(:
i would add more to my wish list, but living in CA for 15 (ALMOST 16, YEEEEEPPP) theres not alot to do..