Sunday, September 26, 2010


soo on friday thee 24th..meh fwends came over to celebrate meh sweet 16..
from thee left to right it goes meh. sabrina. matt. jordan. chez. gina. sandra. and brenda..or half. hhaha
katrina and nicole werent in thee picture):
bt it was amazing.(:
i had all meh close fwends
andddd even though they didnt really noe everyone..i had fun.
<-- meh old dance buddy before she moved to another hs):

haha i havent sseen sandra in forever
&&of course sabrina who has always been there for meh(; love yooh~!!!!
and tank yooh mom for all thee hard work and effort(;
so i have been saved at meh church <--calvary chapel(:
&& im on a mission to be commited to god
 get confused..and turned around
i picture depressing things
but i want that to change
i want to be sure of the choices i make
which will hopefully be good ones
&&i want to be proud of myself..
even though i am bipolar. i want to learn how
tolove that and overcome it in life.
i want to be meh.
sooo i am going to try to go to church
every wensday and sunday
pluss i am going to give 100 percent to god
i am going to work harder and be better♥hopefully
andd to get started on this mission. tomorrow i am going
with meh church right after school
to help feed thee homeless(:
give yooh thee details on how that worked on monday night(;
&& maybe after a month or two of going to church
ill try out for thee worship team???
hahahahah thats be cool(;
♥meh life that ill live(: bye bye(:

Tuesday, September 21, 2010 i havent exactly been on here for a while..a month maybe?? anywaysss alot of things has changed in meh life....
&&i noe not everything in life is gonna be easy..most of it will be hard.  ive learned that. but what inspired meh the most to live meh life is this quote i saw on meh fwends facebook profile: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smi...le until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. - Unknown
 ive had a break up...missed meh old bff. kimmy
so why not??? be crazy around ppl yooh dont even noe?? why not fall in love ?? why nott do something crazy?? cuhz the truth of thee matter is...we dont noe wen our lives is gonna end. next week? month? year??  so wouldnt yooh want to die happy and have lots of  great memories???? forshure i do(:
i noe who i am.... and yes..sometimes i do regret it..because of all the things i have missed out why in thee world would i want to miss out on any moree?? {{and no im not gonna change..for not perfect AT ALL. i hate thee cold. i get jealous and mad easily..i cry meh eyes out over stupid things..}} but thats who i am/...and one day. idk wen. imma find someone who'll love meh just for that and more. if i have learned one thing today..or two. it would be 1. live your life til thee end. cuhz u never noe wen that is. and 2. be yourself.and if ppl dont like it. then at least u noe they dont like yooh because of who u r..not because of someone your not.