thinking thinking and more thinking

i guesss this is the time in my life where im confused on what to be?
i shure do hope so...cuhz thats where im at
hahahas!
bc i love fashion and im getting influenced by it
but i also love writing and literature
buttt at the same time ...history
siiiggh what to do what to do
soooooooo i guess i juss have to wait to see where
this path is taking meh?
down jennie road
until left at fashion
or right to literature?
orrrr maybe i can do both?
fashionita at day writer at nite?(:
hahhahahah
gimme any advice or ideas? they wud be greatly appreciated>:)

fashion ♥

so lately ive been getting into fashion ♥
in fashion 2 class iam currently making a dress♥
so farrr,, not to great, but its not awful(: ♥
&& at home i am making meh own lil fashion book ♥
its mostly juss gonna be meh sketches. haha♥
& i have cut some pix out of magazines to get some inspiation ♥
ill try and post some pictures of meh sketches after i am done ♥
i thinkk i have a plan >:) ♥
steps

1. enter joanas contest for prom making dress

2. sketch a wonderful and beautiful dress

3. make thee dress

4. cross meh fingers ill win 2nd( 1st wud be nice>:))

5. take that money (50,000 for 1st & 5,000 for 2nd)
and use it to go to fidm

6. there ill start meh career and become a fashion designer(:

*hahhahahah..wish mehhh lucckkkk(:

wow..this long, huh? 3/18/11

today was : alright
mood: sick
listening to : demi lovato: who will i be?

•my oh my how the week can go supirses meh. thursday was rosanas bday. tuesday was luis bday.
•since yesterday i've been sick. not the throwing up kind of sick. the sore throat and headache kind of sick.
•my anatomy teacher, Mrs. McGowan, is letting meh retake the test on monday.
try to guess what i'm going to be doing this weekend?
•prom is getting close .
tomorrow i shall start meh diet.
my equation?

1.5 hrs of exercising + healthy choice - junk food =loss of weight [fingers crossed]

juss got done watching burelsque..pretty good. i recommend it:)


[[juss living lifee..no time to make regrets. only memories.]]

beyond the rack

http://www.beyondtherack.com/member/invite/B42B00C6

yooh seem to never believe and once in a life time u get ur victory

sooooooo i really reallly reallly reealllyy wanna go to rancho...the end:)

proud to be a Britte

this is meh...

i AM a writer..

im not like taylor swift who only writes about love..

i write about happiness, tragic, friends, family, all that great stuff..

i was actually thinking bout writing a story where this girl &&her sister was seperated from her family at 12 years old..and now that she is 18, she's going on a journey to find her brother && unite with her family.

thee reason why they seperated was bcuhz her brother, now "dead" <--notice meh quoting..the brother

was in a gang, andd dre, the brother, was getting chased from thee other gang, and the other gang found her sister&& put thee intials of K.B. in her stomach.

the dad heard on thee news that there was shooting nearby, so he went to go check in Kaci (the main character and daughter) room to find out that shes gone (bcuhz she didnt want her brother to get hurt.) and thee dad goes lookng for thee daughter and son and thee dad killed the gang members so the B on kacis stomach was not all the way finished..the dad went to jail and the brother went missing and kaci went to an orpahanage.

sad..but it will have a happy ending.

meh oh so fabolous life(:

so after the tears and madness..i guess this rollercoaster i call meh life gets better.
ups are for now..and i noe that there'll be downs in thee nearby or future..but thee most important thing to do when there is downs..is to remember thee good times. and always get back up(:
at meh fwends house, nicole. we watched a movie called "the karate kid" and it was actually REALLY inspiring. the main part that i loved thee most was when dre (the kid) said "im trying to get back up..why wont u help meh?" after he broke his leg. and he still wanted to fight again.
so this past week-month i have been hanging with this fwend of mine named nicole(:
&& we have alot in common(:
thennn friday she slept over..today. went to fair. and movies(: theennn tomorrow off to thee workout place..my house. harahar. i have been eating so much junkkkk): hopefullyyy this week will be meh dedicated week. 2 hours of homework on monday-thursday and thenn 2hrs writing in journal and just hanging(:
i guess i havent really realized how much meh parents do for meh...&& i think now that im getting to that year of maturity<--hahaha i finally respect meh parents(: soo meh quote of the week is
the first step to keeping a goal is saying "i can do it..and think about how yooh can. next and final step is to DO ITTT♥ so here are 3 main goals of mine for this week

1. lose 2 pounds
2. thank meh parents for everything..even the little things.
3, stay dedicated to h.w. MEANING TWO HOURS A DAY
=]

hahaha and for this junior {woohooo} i want to take at least 200 pix of meh and meh fwends..(:

boom boom POWWWW♥ hahha

that is just one of them(:

BYE BYE NIGHT WORLD(:

one last one ill post(: